Visible Spectrum

by Alanna Sterling

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1.
I’m a stone cold killer baby don’t you mess around with me I’m a stone cold killer baby don’t you mess around with me I’m a cold-blooded murderer don’t you dare lie to me I’m a sto-o-o-one cold killer baby I don’t even know how I’m still alive I guess I just give in, keep it in, let it go, let it out and I survive I’m so sick and tired of trying to live this lie It’s gotten to the point where it makes no difference if I live or if I die Don’t you just wish you could put life on pause You know me, baby, I’m dying for the cause Don’t you wish, just for a second, you could put life on hold It’s so hard to live this way when your heart is ice cold I’m a stone cold killer baby don’t you mess around with me I’m a stone cold killer baby don’t you mess around with me I’m a cold-blooded murderer don’t you dare lie to me I’m a sto-o-o-one cold killer baby There goes another day, and it seems its gone to waste I don’t know anything anymore, I just copy and paste. Filling out the forms, filling in the blanks Grinding gears just to move up the ranks. You’ve only got one direction, it only goes one way Make sure you’ve gone the right way, make sure not to stray It’s the same damn thing day after day after day And I want to get away, yeah, I gotta break away I’m a stone cold killer baby don’t you mess around with me I’m a stone cold killer baby don’t you mess around with me I’m a cold-blooded murderer don’t you dare lie to me I’m a sto-o-o-one cold killer baby I'm a stone cold killer baby I'm a stone cold killer baby
2.
Say you want me, make it real Cause I know exactly how I feel When you come next to me I feel the ecstasy Oh, what you do to me Is so surreal Take it easy, take it slow I break easily, don’t ya know They say I’m a wild child But I’m fragile It’s just been a while Since I’ve shown my soul Have you ever danced with somebody in the rain While the sun is shining through the clouds As they evaporate away The visible spectrum Have you ever danced with somebody in the rain The sun is shining through the clouds As they evaporate away The visible spectrum Is in full bloom In the afternoon It’s all new to me, can you tell? I’ve been living in my own personal jail cell I’ve been confined I’m losing my mind Behind these steel bars And it’s been hell And so I try to hide my eyes So you wont see through me I gotta admit I’m a little bit shy But you’re the kinda guy That don’t ask what or why You just feel the vibes And that’s how we get by Woo, haha Have you ever danced with somebody in the rain While the sun is shining through the clouds As they evaporate away The visible spectrum Have you ever danced with somebody in the rain The sun is shining through the clouds As they evaporate away The visible spectrum Is in full bloom In the afternoon
3.
So you’re your own god Frankly, nobody cares Hate to break it to you darling But life is unfair You tell me I’m not worth a minute of your time Well, sorry sweetie You’re not worth a single second of mine So do your worst Cause you can’t take something from nothing I would know, cause I once had it all When you’ve got no one, you’ve got nothing to lose That’s what you told me, as I recall Only at death do we show our true colours And frankly my love yours is black Once you figure all this out And come back on your knees it’s then that You’ll realise I’m not coming back Oh, no, not this time You’ve got so many faces I can’t tell which one is you You’re a walking contradiction Boy, you’ve got me so confused Cause you say that you love me Then you say that you want me dead Well your voodoo dolls Don’t scare me at all Cause you’re outta your fucking head So do your worst Cause you can’t take something from nothing I would know, cause I once had it all When you’ve got no one, you’ve got nothing to lose That’s what you told me, as I recall Only at death do we show our true colours And frankly my love yours is black Once you figure all this out And come back on your knees it’s then that You’ll realise I’m not coming back Oh, no Do your worst Cause you can’t take something from nothing I would know… Cause I once had it all When you’ve got no one, you’ve got nothing to lose That’s what you told me, as I recall Only at death do we show our true colours And frankly my love yours is black Once you figure all this out And come back on your knees it’s then that You’ll realise I’m not coming back Oh, no, not this time Now that you’re gone I’m not coming back, No not this time I’m moving on, I’m not coming back No not this time
4.
Heartbeat 04:07
Always a shadow Behind you Ghost of the memories To remind you Fragments of their Presence Those who robbed her of her Innocence Walking, walking, walking, walking through the street Silence, silence, silence, silence - nothing but my heartbeat And every, every, every, every time that we meet Just silence, silence, silence, silence - nothing but my heart beat Just because you can't see them Doesn't make them any less real Her collection of masks to conceal All the insecurities she feels So she dissociates into the surreal Walking, walking, walking, walking through the street Silence, silence, silence, silence - nothing but my heartbeat And every, every, every, every time that we meet Just silence, silence, silence, silence - nothing but my heart beat Buh-beat, buh-beat Walking, walking, walking, walking through the street Silence, silence, silence, silence - nothing but my heartbeat And every, every, every, every time that we meet Just silence, silence, silence, silence - nothing but my heart beat
5.
I'm not going home with you tonight I'd rather be alone, 'cause it feels right Hey mister, did ya hear me I said no, get out of my sight I'm not going home with anyone tonight I hear the whispers and I feel the stares You know I notice you, but you don't care And I smile on The only thing I know how to do in these situations I don't know how to react But you're in my face, and that's a fact And I never asked for your attention I don't know where you got the clue That made you believe I was into you 'Cause that notion just isn't true And you're acting straight up strictly rude I don't think I could be clearer But if you dare come one step closer I'll make you regret it 'Cause I'm not going home with you tonight I'd rather be alone, 'cause it feels right Hey mister, did ya hear me I said no, get out of my sight I'm not going home with anyone tonight He should've learned how to watch his mouth And how to keep his filthy hands to himself As I resists and he persists I know, I must give in I can't win I'm not stronger than him Maybe I should've dressed more conservatively So that he wouldn't be mentally undressing me But why should that be A lady's responsibility? I don't know where you got the clue That made you believe I was into you 'Cause that notion just isn't true And you're acting straight up strictly rude I don't think I could be clearer But if you dare come one step closer I'll make you regret it 'Cause I'm not going home with you tonight I'd rather be alone, 'cause it feels right Hey mister, did ya hear me I said no, get out of my sight I'm not going home with anyone tonight Hello, officer, I'd like to report a crime I'm sorry, no there were no witnesses at the time What do I gotta do to get through to you? I swear on my mother I'm telling the truth! But all I've got are my words and my tears for proof… 'Cause some scars don't show on the outside And some scars will never heal Some scars we spend our whole lives trying to hide But that don't make them any less real Teach me, teach me, teach me Tell me how I'm supposed to feel 'Cause I don't know, I don't know How I'm supposed to heal And that's why I'm not going home with you tonight I'd rather be alone, 'cause it feels right Hey mister, did ya hear me I said no, get out of my sight I'm not going home with anyone tonight
6.
Coffee and a cigarette To start off my day I don't feel like getting out of bed But I do it anyway I know I'm not alone But I feel so lonely This misery is taking me This dissonance is shaking my body Whoa, yeah, whoa You know I'm I'm digging myself a hole Big enough to fit this heavy soul I'm digging myself a grave Mama, I can't be saved Hey, hey, hey, lada doo doo doo I remember And I can't catch my breath I regret it So I sentence these memories to death The verdict that followed Did not satisfy my desires So I took it upon myself To set your skin on fire Whoa, yeah, whoa You know I'm I'm digging myself a hole Big enough to fit this heavy soul I'm digging myself a grave Mama, I can't be saved Oh, whoa oh yeah You know I'm Digging, I'm digging, I'm digging myself a hole It's gotta be big enough to fit this heavy soul Digging myself a grave, whoa Mama, I can't be saved No, no, no, mama, I can't be saved No, mama I can't Be saved

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A full spectrum of genres and topics, Alanna's powerhouse debut album has a taste of everything for everyone.

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released October 15, 2017

Alanna Sterling: keys, guitar, vocals, saxophone, trumpet
Will DeRoode: lead guitar
Michel Delage: Drums
Eric Eggleston: Bass
Normand Glaude: upright bass
Rob Huntley: Trombone

Music and lyrics written by Alanna Sterling
Recorded & Mixed by Eric Eggleston for Johnny Hall Productions
Produced by Alanna Sterling & Eric Eggleston
Mastered by Mauricio Gargel

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Alanna Sterling Ottawa, Ontario

Alanna Sterling is a gender-fluid, genre-fluid vocal shapeshifter and multi-instrumental sorcerer. As an advocate for mental illness, their ultimate passion is to create musical movements out of moments of struggle, in hopes to work through life’s adversities and inspire others to overcome their own battles. ... more

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